the closet

when i woke up, i did not realize that i have pushed the snooze button for 40 times. i'm late. my head went blank for a few seconds and i forced to think about my today's outfit. i have to force myself to think and imagine my next action when my head is occupied with troubles and confusion. otherwise, i will be lost. i wonder what others deal when they are lost. trying to concentrate one thing but unrelated questions kept disturbing my thoughts and i wont be finalize my today's outfit image. next thing i know i walked into my big ass closet which neatly devide in four categories; my work outfits, my casual outfits(like american eagles and abercombie outfits), shoes, and bags. between two closths lines in the corner, i have approx 100 drawers of my shoes lined up neatly. they all can distinguish well from outside drawer. see throu plastic drawer makes me easy to picture my outfit image in my head. i have not even put my toes in some of shoes. i enjoy looking at them sometimes. imagine combinations of all the possible outfits i can think of. i wish i have a brain-capture-camera so i can picture an exact image going through my mind. i bet i can issue 2 vogue magazines per month and become milionair if i own such a camera. or designer or something. i have about 50 bags(louis viton, prada, gucci, coach). the most expensive one is $3000 louis viton pursue. most of my bags are coach and they dont go with my american eagle casual outfits so i am trying to figure out a way to fit with my daily clothing with my 20 other coach bags. my several bags are all cheap run between $20-$50 and they go with my american eagle greenish most hippie wanna be pants which i wear at least once a week. easy to buy everything i like but matching with my outfits are real pain in my ass. i usually wear the exactly same routine every week. trying to go through each of clothing so i can accomplish all sorts of different outfits like pink cute type to modern cool professional looking. if i ever own the brain-capture-camera, it will be all possible. with all these stuff going through my head, i glab one regular routine outfit and run to the shower room. i skip shampoo and just do eash conditioner when i am running out of the time. this is my normal work day starting...

the truth.... i hardly ever get up late. i have 3 closets but no walking closet. all three are scattered everywhere in my house. the house came with fucked up storage system..or just others dont have much cloths like i do so most of people only need one. i wish i can redo my house storage design. i wish i can combine all of them to one walking closet like above dream. my actual closet is filled with unorganized cloths everywhere....casual and work cloths just fits in the same category right now . it takes 10 min to search the black pants that i just washed few days ago. it is annoying because i have an image of today's outfit and i end up with totally different outfit just because i can not find it or i end up trying out 10 pairs of exact same black pants to go with one same shirts. i have about 30 pair shoes and 20 bags... i wish i have 100 pair shoes and 50 bags... my most expensive bag is $700 louis viton bag and prada bag. i wish i have $3000 worth louis viton bag.